you♥

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Do you know that i love you ? i probably already told you, but im going to keep saying it. 

There's no lies in these word. 

Your smile that make me alive, i would give you my soul for comfort, even if its leave me in dark and cold.

When i hold you close, i can feel your heart beat fast and i think to my self..

i've found that someone at last♥

My Childhood ♥

I wish i could tell y'all how wonderful my childhood was. Seriously, i wish i could go back to being a little. I spent too much time on my childhood with an imagination. My daddy is like a king and my mom is like a  queen and of course im the princess LOL. But tbh, when i was a little, i always tried really hard to act like a princess. More ever, i have a talking teddy bear that always took care of me and a barbie that would be my bestfriend. Every single things that has happened to me, i told both of them. I used to believe in fairy tale. Because in every princess's world, fairy tale is real.

I cant describe how happy i am when the first time i went to school, kinda nervous anyway. but i was so happy, because i'll have a lot of friends, a teacher, an uniform..hahaha seriously when i saw my brother worse his uniform and went to the school, i was totally envy. I always wait for the day that i'll be wearing my own uniform and wait the buss school. Guess what my favorite moment at school? hahaha thats when i got a best mark, and then my teacher gave me a sweet candy and a balloon. And also when me and my friend share our food together. LOL what a childhood.

I told my story when im at school to my barbie and my bear, i told them about my friends, my teacher and everything. Even though my barbie and my bear wasn't doing anything, but in my mind they're understand and listening what i talking about. When the night appears, me, bear and my barbie always sit in front of the window and watched the star together. And whenever I'm going to bed, we always sleep together.

And by the way i love act like im the beautiful princess, because princess is so beautiful and smart, nobody can hurt her. So acting like it made me feel more beautiful and smart. always thought that my dad and mom would be the king and queen, but i never thought who would be my prince LOL. But seiously, when i was a little, i always pretend that my world is a dream, i have a lot of imagination from the books and the movies.

Well to be honest, me, my barbie and my bear made a promise that we'll be a friends forever. no matter what. They're my fairy tale friend. But i dont know where they are right now :( i miss them so bad. LOL but seriously i miss them soooooo bad. 

Being a little was so awesome. I dont care what people say, i dont care about my clothes, my hair and how messy i am. But i know everybody grow up! I want to live my life right now. so im a teenager now. I'll enjoy my time, because I'm pretty sure one day i'll miss my teenage life like i miss my childhood right now ♥