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I dont want to wake up in the morning and look in the mirror just to find another revolting reflection. I dont want to have to change seven times because i look unattractive in half my clothes. I dont want to worry about if i ran out without makeup. I don't want to constantly feel the need to look in the mirror, to make sure im at least decent looking and not ugly like i know i really am. I dont want to question if i should eat that day or not because it might help me drop a pound.

I dont hate my self, i just hate having this low self confident of mine even more.

 I WANT TO BE BEAUTIFUL. I want to be naturally, attractive and gorgeous. I want to wake up and feel confident that i'm pretty.