.....

I dont want to wake up in the morning and look in the mirror just to find another revolting reflection. I dont want to have to change seven times because i look unattractive in half my clothes. I dont want to worry about if i ran out without makeup. I don't want to constantly feel the need to look in the mirror, to make sure im at least decent looking and not ugly like i know i really am. I dont want to question if i should eat that day or not because it might help me drop a pound.

I dont hate my self, i just hate having this low self confident of mine even more.

 I WANT TO BE BEAUTIFUL. I want to be naturally, attractive and gorgeous. I want to wake up and feel confident that i'm pretty. 

Hello December!♥♣

At long last, we are entering the final 12th of 2012.

For me, this year has simply flown by, but I know with December here, it 

will go out with a bang. I really do think it is the most wonderful time of

 the year. I could say many things about some of the other months of the

 year but I really have to say that my favorite month of the year has to be

December. Whatever, December is full of fantastic day. Oh and my lovely 

best friend, Amalia Bawazir was born on this month..soo i hope she will

 get a very beautiful single day on December.

Well, hello December! i know you will give me the great day on this 

month, and you know that you're my favorite month. By the way, thank

 you November..thank you for gave me 'something' to remember..♣

Fall - Justin Bieber

[LISTEN] Justin BIeber - Fall (AUDIO)

Well let me tell you a story
About a girl and a boy
He fell in love for his best friend
When she’s around, he feels nothing but joy
But she was already broken, and it made her blind
But she could never believe that love would ever treat her right
But did you know that I love you? or were you not aware?
You’re the smile on my face
And I ain’t going nowhere
I’m here to make you happy, I’m here to see you smile
I’ve been wanting to tell you this for a long while

Who’s gonna make you fall in love
I know you got your wall wrapped on all the way around your heart
You’re not gon’ be scared at all, oh my love
But you can’t fly unless it lets ya,
You can’t fly unless it lets ya, so fall

Well I can tell you’re afraid of what this might do
Cause we got such an amazing friendship and that you don’t wanna lose
Well I don’t wanna lose it either
I don’t think I can stay sitting around while you’re hurting babe
Come take my hand
Well did you know you’re an angel? who forgot how to fly
Did you know that it breaks my heart everytime to see you cry
Cause I know that it pains if he’s gone everytime he move over on the shoulder you crying
And I hope by the time that I’m done with this song that I figure out

Who’s gonna make you fall in love
I know you got your wall wrapped on all the way around your heart
You’re not gon’ be scared at all, oh my love
But you can’t fly unless it lets ya,
You can’t fly unless it lets ya, so fall

I will catch you if you fall
I will catch you if you fall
I will catch you if you fall
But if you spread your wings
You can fly away with me
But you can’t fly unless it lets ya,
You can’t fly unless it lets ya so fall

Who’s gonna make you fall in love
I know you got your wall wrapped on all the way around your heart
You’re not gon’ be scared at all, oh my love
But you can’t fly unless it lets ya,
You can’t fly unless it lets ya,

So fall in love

I know you got your wall wrapped on all the way around your heart
You’re not gon’ be scared at all, oh my love
But you can’t fly unless it lets ya,
You can’t fly unless it lets ya, so fall

I will catch you if you fall
I will catch you if you fall
I will catch you if you fall

If you spread your wings
But you can’t fly unless it lets ya
Let yourself fall
You can fly away with me