.....

I dont want to wake up in the morning and look in the mirror just to find another revolting reflection. I dont want to have to change seven times because i look unattractive in half my clothes. I dont want to worry about if i ran out without makeup. I don't want to constantly feel the need to look in the mirror, to make sure im at least decent looking and not ugly like i know i really am. I dont want to question if i should eat that day or not because it might help me drop a pound.

I dont hate my self, i just hate having this low self confident of mine even more.

 I WANT TO BE BEAUTIFUL. I want to be naturally, attractive and gorgeous. I want to wake up and feel confident that i'm pretty. 

Hello December!♥♣

At long last, we are entering the final 12th of 2012.

For me, this year has simply flown by, but I know with December here, it 

will go out with a bang. I really do think it is the most wonderful time of

 the year. I could say many things about some of the other months of the

 year but I really have to say that my favorite month of the year has to be

December. Whatever, December is full of fantastic day. Oh and my lovely 

best friend, Amalia Bawazir was born on this month..soo i hope she will

 get a very beautiful single day on December.

Well, hello December! i know you will give me the great day on this 

month, and you know that you're my favorite month. By the way, thank

 you November..thank you for gave me 'something' to remember..♣

Fall - Justin Bieber

[LISTEN] Justin BIeber - Fall (AUDIO)

Well let me tell you a story
About a girl and a boy
He fell in love for his best friend
When she’s around, he feels nothing but joy
But she was already broken, and it made her blind
But she could never believe that love would ever treat her right
But did you know that I love you? or were you not aware?
You’re the smile on my face
And I ain’t going nowhere
I’m here to make you happy, I’m here to see you smile
I’ve been wanting to tell you this for a long while

Who’s gonna make you fall in love
I know you got your wall wrapped on all the way around your heart
You’re not gon’ be scared at all, oh my love
But you can’t fly unless it lets ya,
You can’t fly unless it lets ya, so fall

Well I can tell you’re afraid of what this might do
Cause we got such an amazing friendship and that you don’t wanna lose
Well I don’t wanna lose it either
I don’t think I can stay sitting around while you’re hurting babe
Come take my hand
Well did you know you’re an angel? who forgot how to fly
Did you know that it breaks my heart everytime to see you cry
Cause I know that it pains if he’s gone everytime he move over on the shoulder you crying
And I hope by the time that I’m done with this song that I figure out

Who’s gonna make you fall in love
I know you got your wall wrapped on all the way around your heart
You’re not gon’ be scared at all, oh my love
But you can’t fly unless it lets ya,
You can’t fly unless it lets ya, so fall

I will catch you if you fall
I will catch you if you fall
I will catch you if you fall
But if you spread your wings
You can fly away with me
But you can’t fly unless it lets ya,
You can’t fly unless it lets ya so fall

Who’s gonna make you fall in love
I know you got your wall wrapped on all the way around your heart
You’re not gon’ be scared at all, oh my love
But you can’t fly unless it lets ya,
You can’t fly unless it lets ya,

So fall in love

I know you got your wall wrapped on all the way around your heart
You’re not gon’ be scared at all, oh my love
But you can’t fly unless it lets ya,
You can’t fly unless it lets ya, so fall

I will catch you if you fall
I will catch you if you fall
I will catch you if you fall

If you spread your wings
But you can’t fly unless it lets ya
Let yourself fall
You can fly away with me

'Cause they're my HAPPINESS ♥

MORE THAN A 3 YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP, AND I'LL NEVER LET THEM GO! ♥

Its been a year since the last time i met you guys :( to be honest i miss you all so much. I miss the way we hang out together, we spending the time together, the way you cheer me up, the way we support each others, the way we sharing our cry and happiness and all about our friendship. I really cant wait to meet you guys again :') I still remember the day when we first met, we act like a stranger. But now, i never thought that you guys will be my happiness and the most important friends in my life♥

I posted this blog just want to say thank you to you guys. Thank you for believing in me when i found it difficult to believe in my self, thank you for saying what i've needed to hear sometimes, instead of what i've wanted to hear and for giving me another side to consider. Thankyou for trusting me with your thoughts and disappointments and dreams, thank you for being honest with me, being kind to me, being able to speak my heart out to you all and being there to me when no one else could. Thank you for being a friends to me in so many meaningful ways, thank you for sharing so many nice times and making so many special memories with me. I finally found the reason why Allah made this friendship, thank you yaAllah! :) 

MONEY WILL NEVER EVER CAN BUY A FRIENDSHIP! 

ILOVEYOU my MIRA, AMALIA and FATMA ({}) 

Thank you for putting so much thought and care and imagination into our friendship. 

Thank you for making so many special memories with me ♥♥

YOU'RE THE MOST IMPORTANT FRIENDS IN MY LIFE! ♥

RAMADHAN KAREEM!♥

Welcome to a celebration of the Muslim holiday of Ramadan. Observed by more than one billion Muslims around the world, Ramadan is a time for spiritual purification achieved through fasting, self-sacrifice and prayers. 

May This Ramadan be as bright as ever. 

May this Ramadan bring joy, health and wealth to you. 

May the festival of lights brighten up you 

and your near and dear ones lives. 

May this Ramadan bring in u the most 

brightest and choicest happiness and 

love you have ever Wished for. 

May this Ramadan bring you the 

utmost in peace and prosperity. 

May lights triumph over darkness. 

May peace transcend the earth. 

May the spirit of light illuminate the world. 

May the light that we celebrate at Ramadan 

show us the way and lead us together on the 

path of peace and social harmony 

Wish All of You A Very Happy Ramadan Mubarak!♥

Taylor Swift - Safe and Sound

I remember tears streaming down your face
When I said, "I’ll never let you go"
When all those shadows almost killed your light
I remember you said, "Don’t leave me here alone"
But all that’s dead and gone and passed tonight

Just close your eyes
The sun is going down
You’ll be alright
No one can hurt you now
Come morning lights
You and I will be safe and sound

Don’t you dare look out your window darling
Everything’s on fire
The war outside our door keeps raging on
Hold onto this lullaby
Even when the music’s gone… gone

Just close your eyes
The sun is going down
You’ll be alright
No one can hurt you now
Come morning light
You and I will be safe and sound

Just close your eyes
You’ll be alright
Come morning light,
You and I’ll be safe and sound…

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SELENA GOMEZ! ♥

20 years ago, on July 22nd, 1992 at 7:19 am, in Grand Praire, Texas, my idol was born.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SELENA :)

to be honest, cant believe Selena turned 20 years old. It feels like just yesterday when she was on Barney & the first episode of WOWP came on tv. But now she's 20 years old, she's no longer a teen, she's no longer Alex.

I remember being really little and watching Barney without knowing that little girl will be my inspiration one day.

Thank you so much selena. Thank you for inspiring me with your beautiful soul, thank you for giving my life a whole new meaning, thank you for always put a smile on my face no matter what im going through, thank you for teaching me to be my self and proud of it. THANKYOU FOR EVERYTHING!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SELENA, THANKS FOR BEING SUCH A GREAT PEOPLE IN THE WHOLE WORLD. MAY YOUR DAY BE FILLED WITH THE WARM SUNSHINE OF LOVE AND BRIGHT COLORS OF LAUGHTER...ALL THE BEST FOR YOU {} HAVE A GREAT BIRTHDAY BABY! ILOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU COULD EVER IMAGINE!! ♥ ♥

Golden Ways

Belajarlah untuk lebih tenang dan lebih hening.
kehidupan ini tidaklah keras, padat, berisik dan sibuk seperti yang kita lihat.

Kehidupan ini gaib dan 'magis' ,
sehingga tidak terlihat kecuali oleh pikiran yang tenang,
dan tidak terdengar, kecuali oleh hati yang hening :)

- Mario Teguh -

MAMAAA...♥

Aku telah tumbuh dewasa, namun dihadapan ibu diriku tetap kecil. Usiaku telah lanjut, namun dipangkuanmu aku tetap seperti seorang bayi. Engkaulah satu satunya orang yang air mata, susu, dan darahmu mengalir dalam diriku!
Semua manusia melupakanku kecuali enmgkau, dunia benci kepadaku kecuali engkau.
Wahai ibuku, aku mengakui sering kali  pipimu berlinang airmata saat aku pergi, sering kali engkau tidak tidur saat aku jauh darimu, seringkali engkau begadang saat aku sakit :')
Wahai ibuku, saat aku tiba, engkau berdiri dipintu menyambutku dengan linangan air mata bahagia. Jika aku pergi meninggalkan rumah, engkau berdiri mengiringiku dengan hati yang luluh.
Wahai ibuku, engkau mengandungku diantara tulang tulangmu pada hari yang penuh rasa letih, lemah dan lelah. Engkau melahirkanku dengan keadaan sakit dan perih dan antara hidup dan mati, lalu engkau mendekapku dalam kehangatan pelukan kasih sayang dan senyuman.
Wahai ibuku, engkau tidak tidur kecuali setelah diriku terlelap, engkau tidak tenang kecuali setelah diriku bahagia. Jika aku tersenyum, dirimu tertawa tanpa engkau ketahui sebab mengapa aku tersenyum. Jika aku nampak sendu, dirimu menangis padahal engkau tidak mengetahui apa yang terjadi.
Engkau memaafkanku sebelum aku bersalah, dan bersikap lapang dada sebelum aku mengakui kesalahanku.
Wahai Ibuku, setiap orang yang memujiku, engkau pasti membenarkannya walau pujiannya menjadikan diriku imam bagi seluruh manusia dan makhluk yang sempurna. Setiap orang yang mencelaku engkau tegas mengingkari sekalipun disaksikan oleh orang yang jujur dan dibenarkan oleh orang yang cerdas. Hanya engkaulah untuk selamanya yang sibuk dengan segala urusanku, hanya engkaulah yang senantiasa memperhatikkanku.
Wahai ibuku, aku adalah masalah terbesarmu, ceritamu yang indah, angan anganmu yang cerah. Engkau telah berbuat baik kepadaku, namun engkau tetap memohon maaf dengan kekuranganmu. Cintamu telah melebur dihatiku, walau demikian engkau tetap ingin menganugerahkan lebih besar lagi dari itu .
Wahai ibuku, semoga aku mampu mencuci kedua kakimu dengan airmata kesetiaan, mengangkatmu pada 'festival' kehidupan.
Wahai ibuku,semoga kematian melewatimu untuk menerjangku, dan semoga kesengsaraan yang akan menghampiriku terjatuh pada tubuhku :') Amin Ya Rabb.
'Ya Allah ampunilah kedua dosa orang tuaku dan kasihanilah mereka berdua sebagaimana mereka mengasuhku pada masa kecilku' :)
LOVE YOU SO MUCH MAMA ♥

One of my fav Selena's song..Who Says

I wouldn’t want to be anybody else
( Hey! )
You made me insecure
Told me I wasn’t good enough
But who are you to judge
When you’re a diamond in the rough
I’m sure you got some things
You’d like to change about yourself
But when it comes to me
I wouldn’t want to be anybody else
Na na na na na 2x
I’m no beauty queen
I’m just beautiful me
La na na na na na na na na! 2x
You’ve got every right
To a beautiful life
( C’mon! )
Who says
Who says you’re not perfect
Who says you’re not worth it
Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting
Trust me
That’s the price of beauty
Who says you’re not pretty
Who says you’re not beautiful
Who says

It’s such a funny thing
How nothing’s funny when it’s you
You tell ‘em what you mean
But they keep whiting out the truth
It’s like a work of art
That never gets to see the light
Keep you beneath the stars
Won’t let you touch the sky

La na na na na na na na na! 2x
I’m no beauty queen
I’m just beautiful me
La na na na na na na na na! 2x
You’ve got every right
To a beautiful life
C’mon

Who says
Who says you’re not perfect
Who says you’re not worth it
Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting
Trust me
That’s the price of beauty
Who says you’re not pretty
Who says you’re not beautiful
Who says
Who says you’re not star potential
Who says you’re not presidential
Who says you can’t be in movies
Listen to me, listen to me
Who says you don’t pass the test
Who says you can’t be the best
Who said, who said
Won’t you tell me who said that
( Yeah, WHO SAID!? )

LOVE ALLAH ♥

Dont worry if people hate you because there are many people others who love and care you in the earth.

But be worried if Allah hates you because there is no others love and care you in AKHIRAT!